Sunday, October 31, 2004 | Nothing interesting... Today was the last day of the month. I woke up quite late finding out I had not tried the album I bought yesterday. I had my lunch at around 12pm and went to do my chemistry work. I turned on the radio and played the cd i bought yesterday. Not all songs are that nice though. But nevermind. I wanted to change my surroundings and went to the living room. Everywhere at home was empty. I turned on the Hi-fi and played some other cds and did my work at the same time. I began to become bored and I turned on the television but clicked on the mute button as I was listening to the Hi-fi. I continued my work.
My sis and mum came back at around 3.30pm after shopping. I stopped work and started watching a movie on the television. It was a Jap horror movie which did not at first seemed to be one though. It is named "wishing Stairs" and is quite a nice one. I prefer movies that have a love storyline and also a little of cynic. However it is still boredom after everything. I often question myself about life and its purpose which others juz answer me that I am juz lost or to stop thinking about it and live it as it is. But I do not want to end it juz there. Anyway, watever I do will be to no avail so i end up not thinking about it. I would die one day and lose everything. It is juz a mere game of life.
I really hope that we are juz playing a game and the real us is in another world and this is juz a virtual world. My thinkings are childish and they will never be true anyway.
I guess my dad is conned todae. He told us he wanted to see a chinese doctor yet he went to a home doctor instead. He is dumb as I feel and he even paid $60. I think that the doctor is not certified. Anyway it is my father who is dumb enough to be cheated. Anyway it has nothing to do with me and I don't want to give a damn.