Monday, January 31, 2005 | OMG FTP IS CRAP stayed in Mr. Ho's office again... trying to log into the dumb crap piece of shiit hole ncc website server and shiit crap FTP. damn this time got Ah Shuai Weinan 'pei' me haha. he oso dunno how haha. All three Mr Ho(santa), Weinan and mua(hahaha) okie, why there isn't a sound effect added? haiz ended up staying till 6.30pm. dotz so sian. missed my Hikaru no Go on SCV again.

haha now so damn happy!, yet very miserable. I finally know how to use FTP already! finally can log in. Luvx my own computer. y miserable nehx? haha I dun have Frontpage which can be easily solved as there is Yong Liang. and hor haha the most miserable part is! I have to start WORK! damn its hard to maintain a site already let alone the dozens of sites I created that are waiting for me to update em! arg busy already byex. tc and have sweaty dreams haha!

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Sunday, January 30, 2005 | I'm trapped in an atomic shiit hole! very very very pissed up today... being scolded by my mum juz because I bang the door. not oni scold. she even talked until she want to disown me and take away all my money and stuff. I'm really very very pissed about that... but still dint dare to say anything more cos it would simply make it worst. I banged the door cos i wanted to release my fume! Other then doing this wad can I DO!

Root of Problem? My "Father" again. seriously I can't even find a good point on him. I realli hate him to the core. many times I had the mindset of killing him. I'm not being unfilial or something, but infact trying to protect myself. He is always causing problems for me! He always agitate me in a hypocrite way where he act like nothing has happened and then I get scolded by my mum. Then he finds his way in and join in scolding me. I had punched him once and felt very guilty about that. I should not have given a damn den! He's not worth anything. Why must my father be like this?

I swear I wont want to rely on him anymore. I wont want him to buy me my dinner and help me with anything anymore. I dun want him to have a chance to have a hold on me. I am going to be independant of him. He shall be struck out of my life. I will tolerate no longer... anymore...

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Friday, January 28, 2005 | NCC XIONG MY ASS!

Today's HIGHLIGHT of the DAY!

KNOCK IT DOWN!

Whahaha! well all these sec2 cadets juz got their Lance Corporal rank and by our Montfort NCC TRADITION! They all have to do 999 chain pushups! woo hoo! yeah and we Specialist decided to help them and do together with them. Haiz since I'm slacking at the moment I'll take a photo.

whaha still slacking around. well actually not loh, I'm shouting "Butts up! Butts up! Endure Endure I dun care Endure! Slackers Endure!" oops did I mention slacker? wonder hus the real slacker.

whaha no longer slacking already. I joined them at the 200+ count. yeah was having one hand supporting my position and one hand taking a photo with my phone. Well wonder why its a bit blur, of course lah my hands are shaking already... erm the person on my left Knuckle Pushup o.O# kool

KNOCK IT DOWN! Oi THOSE TWO BEHIND STOP SLACKING! I CAN SEE BOTH OF U WITH UR KNEES ON THE GROUND!

Whaha these are the sec3 cadets under Leaders' Course. The half-naked petite guy on the stage thingie is Staff Xavier the devil. woot! Anyway its raining at this moment leh! haiz still so slack, I had went through tougher training during my Leaders' Course last year loh!

DOWN! "100++ Staff/Sir!" anything lah. haha NCC is this tough one loh. This is already the slackest PT liao loh. And oso u all very lucky that its raining. Imagine loh if its a sunny day. I had done knuckle pushups in the hot scorching Sun with mua frens be4 loh!

anyway should end already. hehe next training I will take more sadistic photos!

*LAUGHS MENACINGLY*

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Thursday, January 27, 2005 | Theory! woot! had this idea during Physics lesson. My teacher was teaching us about Static Electricity. Then an inspiration struck me again! cool! a theory!

Yes these was wad was taught. Its about how charges flow, and to Earth.
Wat I think is that since so many charges keep entering Earth, and my teacher told me that u can't get them back. Actually I think lightning occurs because of overly excess charges. However, I'll talk about it later. What I think is that these charges in Earth must be so massive that these collected charges may have something to do with the revolving of Earth! I imagine the Sun as a huge Charged up sphere of burning hydrogen. The ever changing charges on Earth would have its sides repelling and attracting to the Sun ending up to the revolving of itself.

What causes the change in charges of the Earth?! I believe that is so because of the Lightnings in thunderstorms that cause the charges at parts of Earth to be used up. This could be wads causing everything!

Infact if my theory is right, it might even help with the invention of the time machine! Why do I say so? because, if we are able to control the movement of electron transfers on Earth and prevent or increase lightning occurances, we might be able to change the way Earth revolves. We can even change the period of a year! The Science of our system might even change! If we could time travel, we might even enter the Fourth Dimension! I have another theory on this. I believe that the fourth factor would be Time!

Look this is wad I am thinking of! If u could understand all this, Great! Anyway time to end my theoric explaination...

Anyway I went to see Mr Ho todae about the NCC website. Woa dint know actually the server is okie already. haiz must use FTP and frontpage... I Know No Shit about All This Shiit! arg? wad am I toking about. I still prefer the normal way of typing codes leh. nvm lah. He said the Layout IS GOOD leh! omg! *blushes

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Tuesday, January 25, 2005 | Wei Qi Rox Rox Rox Rox Started playing Wei Qi from Saturday on Yahoo games. So hard to play, oso confusing and needs alot of brain storm. Probably the best chess game created! My sis bought a Wei Qi set for me wor! then today play with my dad(he brags he is good in it, actually he dun even know how to play, he tot it is reversi *laughs menacingly*) in the end I have to teach him... He kinda took like 3mins for most moves which I oni took like 10secs on the average. I think u can tell hu won. Of course me lah. damn forgot to take photo of the board. So hilarious! Almost the whole thing is controlled by me! he oni killed like 8 of my seeds and I ate more than 30! he got fed-up and resigned.

seriously it is a very fun game! If u want to have a try u could go to yahoo games.

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Saturday, January 22, 2005 | Cries!

Went for a Hair-Cut todae. whaha teacher scold liaoz. kaoz realli dun like my hair now loh. That barber guy still dare to tok on the phone

while cutting my hair. There should be a law to stop barbers from talking during work

kaoz tok so loud oso. Wha lao eh my hair so short now... help

hehe was washing my hair with shampoo of course and had an dumb idea. I tot of scrapping off the foam with my fingers instead of with water. whaha it too me a few minutes to find out its impossible [-___-]# whaha

Pls do not try this at home

!!!

And again... still got tml's 3hr chinese tuition homework un-done. U can imagine how much hw there would be from that "3hr" thing. shorter tuition lesser hw. longer tuition TONS OF HW! digz... I'm going to

someone save me! and pls a licenced savior pls

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Thursday, January 20, 2005 | rank? does it matter? Got First Sergeant Rank. Dun feel much of a thing...

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Monday, January 17, 2005 | Hikaru no Go! I'm realli mad about Hikaru no Go! I'm mad about the storyline and oso the motivation that pushes the characters. the story is somehow sad at parts but oso quite funny. I watched the anime on SCV and realli realli like it. its realli sad. very very nice. Though I dun realli know how to play "Wei Qi" but this comic has realli made me so interested in it.

anyway haha total cost was quite cheap. for 23 books iz $109.20. that 'niao' lady oni gave me a $2 discount. so shit-ening...

haha thatz not all. quite alot of interesting stuff happened todae at sch. Yong Liang was like crazy already. He wrote a petition against our new physics teacher! woa! how brave of him! well actually its abit too much. maybe if we speak to him about it and it would be better. but though so, if I had the courage, I most probably would oso do so. Cos realli, most and infact all!, do not like his teaching style. juz dunno how to explain loh. We realli hope we can have Mr Woo, the current Vice Principal 2, back to teach us. haiz... cannot...

even more funny was that, our form teacher, Mrs Pereira, scolded or to say nicer, reprimended us during E.Lit class. siaoz! E. Lit oni got a few 4E2 students loh, not the other classes fault loh. sianned to death. worst was that she decided to change the time slot from 3.30pm-5.00pm back to 3.30pm-4.30pm and Tuesday which isnt a Lit class to have one of the same timing. damn lah. now each week got three lesson instead of the usual two. Though time is the same but... I like the idea of having juz two lessons a week. damn...

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Sunday, January 16, 2005 | Phone camera roxie! Woa I finally can send photos taken on my phone(nokia 7260) to the computer already! but quite 'mah fan' with the process. cos I need to infra the files to my mum's phone(nokia 6230) save in the MMC card, then take out the chip and connect to computer. here are two of the photos I have taken with my phone. the quality actually doesn't lose to a digital camera. it might be a bit blur but actually is because I have very unique skills(hands shaking) Here are two of the photos I transfered over.

drawn by YongJin when we were at pasir ris beach on the fourteen of december last year.

haha, a trick I did. a phone in a phone in a phone. actually I could do this cos my sis has the same model as moi. so haha think u know how its done le barx XD

PS:/ hmm most of my photos from now on to be put up will be taken using my phone liaoz =D anyway the resolution is 640x480 juz that I changed it to 50%.

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| Hatred, Will. feeling so shit-ified. doing chinese at this hour. frustrated and heck. dun even want to do. hates chinese. hates the tuition. been struggling with its homework. dun even like it. I swear I will stop learning chinese whenever a chance surfaces. I will pounce on it like a hungry lion(leo) does. one day I will be unable to control myself and be defiant against the teacher. I once dumped the worksheet in the bin when I was like sec2. yeah been with the same tuition since primary6 and yet the results are stagnant, infact deteoriating. all that shiit crap that the teacher says about herself being a professional and bring up many A1 nerds is bullshit. I bet its juz their nature that they are good in chinese. I tell u its all bullshit. I dun give a damn. I never learn it well.

hatred. I'm full of anger and confusion these days. I feel sulky ever since start of school and dint interact much. I have forgotten how to be wacky anymore. once strange occurance happened on friday in class. I was looking at my penknife and all of a sudden, a gush of hatred and satanism overcoming my mindset. I began to imagine wad it would be like if I suddenly emerged out of my sit with a full-fledged penknife and slashing the throats of some. I often am jealous of those popular people and not believing their ability overcome all pressures. I keep thinking that they are juz faking it. those were my targets at that time.

fortunately I was able to convince myself that it is not a right thing to do. but when I imagined myself doing so, I saw myself smiling. the graphic and all. eventually, an inspiration started to flourish... I might or will, start to compose a story on such... but I juz dun know how to start yet. one day, I may. when I have the abilty...

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Thursday, January 13, 2005 | Life is Frail, very My bird died. I dun wanna tok about it. I guess I will give it a burial. sadded

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Wednesday, January 12, 2005 | My Music Preference 2

This is the second time i'm writing about my music preference. Though it hasn't changed much, it changed anyway. so as i dunno wad to blog about todae, i'll blog about thiz =D

Anyway about the music from my bird at home, I'll might(in the near future) not be able to hear it anymore. cos its going to be given away. anyway I dun like its chirping. It annoys me most of the time. As for the music from the construction work downstairs, I think it will be gone soon too. cos the 'lift' is almost completed. doubt i'll use it anyway since I live on the 3rd floor.

hmm? Infact I simply listen to any kind of music juz other than Chinese Opera and those by the dumb-ass looking William supposed-to-be Hung to death. Theres a movie that has him as the main-guy actor and I watched a review of it. He realli has ZERO acting skills. He doesn't have any expressions! omg?! I'm pitying those who are watching it.

Techno juz entered my life not long ago, yeah along with Raps expecially by Eminem! his raps are realli, unexplainable...

Theres oso a Japanese band or group which genre of songs are more to the techno too. They are 'GLOBE'.

I dun realli listen to english songs. Well If u ask me about that, some of my favorites are simply, The Rasmus, Evanescence, Linkin Park, Maroon5, Matchbox Twenty and yeah Eminem.

Chinese music. hmm wad I feel is that the chinese music industry seems to be still on going with its Mass Producing Pure Crap Project(MPPCP)
Realli except for those professional old timers like Jay, Stef. Sun, SHIN, Wang Leehom and some others bleh. Others are pure crap. Yeah maybe some are nice, but other then those one or two songs the others in the album are crap. Absolute waste of hard-earned cash. U can't blame us for downloading songs cos the albums are crap. We downloaders are juz trying to find out how crappy ur full-of-crap album is crap enough! Haiz we can no longer rate the crappiness of crap albums due to the high walls of laws protecting trash mass-noise polluting material. Did I put a good argument?

Lastly To Jap. yes lastly cos I wont be toking about Korean. sorry. I'm hooked onto Jap anime Theme Songs. Those are wad we call Pure Music. Fresh and Juicy! Realli. Anyway hmm maybe u wanna check out my current favorite "Hikaru No Go". Its about "Wei Qi" and a very well-inversed chess pro ghost that becomes a fren of a boy and helps him with chess. You got to watch to know the story. It currently on-air on channel 56 of SCV on 6pm every weekdays.

Other then this I oso got hooked on some other bands and groups. Lets say 'Every Little Thing', 'Day after Tommorow' and 'Tokyo Incidents'.

Well still my old time favorite Hikaru de best =D

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Tuesday, January 11, 2005 | text... text... text... test tml... study... days dint blog... so wad... hu cares anyway... school... sux big time... bored... frens away/none... but... i wont give up... the day will come... i believe...

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Saturday, January 08, 2005 | weekends don't(never) feel like weekends weekends don't feel like weekends... cos I still have to do things not related to leisure on weekends. Planned to meet this guy hus supposed to come over to moi house to work on webbie. Decided to be late. Reached abit late and can't believe he is late-r then me. I waited 20mins to find out that he is in the school and i'm at the bus-stop outside... he's late anyway since he said he juz reached. Of course! He got a mouthful from me! Worked on the ncc web for more than 2hrs till he finally left after doing nothing. Yes, after doing nothing. I'm pissed. pissed at Mr. Ho for giving me a bum.

Today's a.maths tuition was cool. finally a chapter that somehow stumbled me for pretty much moments. I subdued it anyway. Its exercise 15 Differentiation and lts technique. Kinda cOmPlIcAtEd from the start but as I said, I had subdued it! Pretty okie for me now. Tml another devastating day. somehow I feel it would be worst then today. Chinese tuition loh. 3hrs at one go leh and I doubt I'll survive it... Last week almost has a pen-knife ready... Bore stinks!

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Friday, January 07, 2005 | Die Die Must... bored... overspent this week. spent $70 crap lah... bought two albums and donated $10 to Tsunami, others is necessities lah...

damn leh... math lesson still teaching last years text book. siao one leh.
Had NCC meeting today. kaoz I kana chiong for the NCC website. die liao lah have to work with Jiew Meng hu doesnt know web knowledge. Mr Ho so clever loh give him all the stuff needed so I die die oso must work with him. There's Sec1 Orientation in sch tml which I would probably not come cos I'm not doing anything. Ppl with no post or put on the "can't be bothered" list one like me sure have to do Sai Kang. So attourney decided I should not go. Anyway got math tuition tml.

sian very bored...

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Thursday, January 06, 2005 | Wang Leehom - Xing Zhong De Re Yue Wooo hooo bought new album todae wor! Wang Leehom! woot! Shuai Ge + Talent + human? arg nvm. anyway this is his 10th album and it costs $18.95 and that means I'm $18.95 poorer. woo hoo! anywae wad is money to entertainment? odds is 1:infinity! wahaha.

anyway this album i would rate it 7/10 as not all the songs are realli to my type. most hip hop type not all that kind of sad sad or love tunes I like. anyway maybe its because he was pushed to complete this album quickly cos last year in one of the prize giving ceremonies he looked very haggard and he said he is rushing his album. good album anyway, hes still a talent :D

hey hey hey if u dunno hu this rapper is i'm going to kick ur butt and knock ur head off ur... neck. this album is realli very good. my favorite's "Mockingbird" damn good! In most of his raps, each comprises a story. a must buy. rating 9/10. so where did the one pt go to? cos it has too many vulgarities :/

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Wednesday, January 05, 2005 | School day review dint blog yesterday sorry :X nvm. today going to tok about skool. todaes the longest day so far. sch all the way till 4.30pm todae, there will be more of these throughout the year *sobs* nvm. last year already so must *PIA*! muahaha.

Had a new chinese teacher called Su Xu Ng. Sounds like Sushi? haha but is pronounced as Su Xue. A China lady hu taught my other frens last year. Its said that shes de best teacher? as in haha, be4 test got tell answer. haha help us cheat. but hor first lesson and I can see the professionalism of her teaching liao leh. She has printed out a paper with all the dates of the tests and the topics to study for each test. Cool Rite? no more surprise test and stuff. we are giving the time to prepare ourselves for everything. but *sobs* the tests consists of topics all the way from sec1's to now. four tests for each level. Wads more is that, omg! She is going to print stacks of notes on the important words for each chapter for the whole secondary syllabus. OMG! today she gave 3 booklets which oni comprises the sec1 topics oni. still got more?!?!?! OMG! so cool! now I got a guide to wad to study liao. Song! this is the kind of teaching I want. Spoon Feeding ROX!

anyway my maths teacher Chai Yoke Leng. omg rumoured she got bad temper, very stern. we sure dieeeeee.... arrrr! when we were approaching her class, first symptom... she kind of shouted "Oei, The Old People Behind Can Faster Or Not?" wth? so petty loh. but actually quite okie lah. though she would often get out of the class to reprimand the students making noise outside. scaryyy..... *bites finger nails*

Haha another new teacher wor. names Tan Geok Hean which I think is HOD of Physics. I was thinking must be so some kind of dashing guy with charm and stuff, no wonder juz come in school immediately become HOD... my fantasizing thoughts of having a good teacher was broken. he looked like a clumsy guy with overloaded equipment loaded on his petite body. haha I think I exaggerating too much liao. hes actually quite nice. no work today and stuff. juz toking about ground rules, ground rules and ground rules. he seems like he has been in National Service for too long. Guess wad were the words he used while taking attendance? Omg, "Strength" and aiyah forgot liaoz. haha opps :X

anyway back to the new Homeroom thingie. Change room every subject? was actually quite okie and able to handle. some classes got lost I think. nvm time will tell. But one thing I CAN'T tolerate is that we have to carry our heavy gear with us during our 25mins recess aka lunch break. wth?! most of the bags took up the space of the benches. but nvm... too bad i'm in this school.

hey haha almost forgot! U know my school time starts at 8.30 rite? kaoz still got ppl late. omg... sianz... whahaha

Actually Montfort Secondary School... Hail yah...

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Monday, January 03, 2005 | First dae Of Skool! Cool was able to wake up at 7am today cos I can reach sch by 8.15am! woot. theres no lessons today. most of our time were spent in the Hall. so sian. tok tok tok tok. lame lah. wad homeroom, water hole something, cave method. go back to Caveman period lah. We were released at 1.30pm. cool but not so cool tml. tml is 3.30pm liaoz. latest for me is 4.30pm probably on Mondays and Tuesdays cos of my E Lit...
woot after sch went with Lam, Keck and Nicky to Hougang Mall to check out some cds. ended up going to Compass Point and buying the same cd as Lam. Super J-Pop Ballade. very nice album ^^!

Anyway so sad tml end lesson at 3.30pm... *sobs* today realli tired. might not be able to write much anymore. going to be busy for a long time... byex

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Saturday, January 01, 2005 | Summary of the holidays and my hopes for next year. I solemnly swear that the holidays are F**K! I tell u PURE CRAP! I feel DEPRESSED most of the time. In fact every moment of it. yeah there were some good times but most are bad anyway. Good times were mostly when frens asked me out and oso partly the NCC camp. well though it suxed. its kinda better then the state I am in now. Depression. WTF. lucky school is back in 2 days time. Though I havent packed my bag nor done all my homework(90% completed) uH HuH juz like that...

Daily routine during Holidays:
~Wake up ranging from 8am-1pm.
~Have some Breakfast if there is.
~Turn on Computer.
~Look at screen for hours(If lucky some dude would pop up and tok to me for seconds)
~Have Lunch.
~Continue looking at screen.
~If got any nice shows or dramas I'll watch.
~Continue looking at screen.
~Have dinner.
~Continue looking at screen.
~Go to bed or watch some shows be4 doing so.

Well sometimes I watch movies. There's one day where I spent 9hrs straight watching all three Lord Of The Rings DVD episodes and some doing homework. juz like that. life sux when u have nothing to do.
anyway I forgot to add. LOTR sux like shit! Ultra boring piece of shit!

Going on to wad I hope for next year:
~I hope I can get more longer lasting friendships. Most end up like shit and ignoring each other like pathetic kids.
~Hope that the wadever new home-room tactic the school is going to use would work and make our school lifes better and more interesting. If it sux i'm going to kick their a$$es... thatz if they still have them.
~Ability to speak better with much confidence.
~Stop feeling bored. cos i'm tired of it already. more of it will lead to suicide (nah juz kidding. suicide is behind the last thing I would do)
~Be smarter. Get GREAT grades for O'Levels.
~Know wad I realli want to be doing in future.
~Have a girlfriend o.O? (nah I think this could wait)
~Have a better Phone Plan(500 or more free sms each month)
~Get Gold again for NAFA
~Get A1 for CCA(I need 2 more pts oni)
~Not to get in any trouble
~lotsa technology stuff(Ipod or PDA)

oops I think its too much... though more are trying to force themselves out of my tiny but imaginative mind but I think these are enough already. haha its no good to be greedy. You'll oni end up with none. Well one more thing to add.

WORLD PEACE!

well I know thatz crap. The world will never be at peace. O LA and byex.

PS/ this is an awfully long entry. 2496 words to be exact