Saturday, January 01, 2005 | Summary of the holidays and my hopes for next year. I solemnly swear that the holidays are F**K! I tell u PURE CRAP! I feel DEPRESSED most of the time. In fact every moment of it. yeah there were some good times but most are bad anyway. Good times were mostly when frens asked me out and oso partly the NCC camp. well though it suxed. its kinda better then the state I am in now. Depression. WTF. lucky school is back in 2 days time. Though I havent packed my bag nor done all my homework(90% completed) uH HuH juz like that...

Daily routine during Holidays:
~Wake up ranging from 8am-1pm.
~Have some Breakfast if there is.
~Turn on Computer.
~Look at screen for hours(If lucky some dude would pop up and tok to me for seconds)
~Have Lunch.
~Continue looking at screen.
~If got any nice shows or dramas I'll watch.
~Continue looking at screen.
~Have dinner.
~Continue looking at screen.
~Go to bed or watch some shows be4 doing so.

Well sometimes I watch movies. There's one day where I spent 9hrs straight watching all three Lord Of The Rings DVD episodes and some doing homework. juz like that. life sux when u have nothing to do.
anyway I forgot to add. LOTR sux like shit! Ultra boring piece of shit!

Going on to wad I hope for next year:
~I hope I can get more longer lasting friendships. Most end up like shit and ignoring each other like pathetic kids.
~Hope that the wadever new home-room tactic the school is going to use would work and make our school lifes better and more interesting. If it sux i'm going to kick their a$$es... thatz if they still have them.
~Ability to speak better with much confidence.
~Stop feeling bored. cos i'm tired of it already. more of it will lead to suicide (nah juz kidding. suicide is behind the last thing I would do)
~Be smarter. Get GREAT grades for O'Levels.
~Know wad I realli want to be doing in future.
~Have a girlfriend o.O? (nah I think this could wait)
~Have a better Phone Plan(500 or more free sms each month)
~Get Gold again for NAFA
~Get A1 for CCA(I need 2 more pts oni)
~Not to get in any trouble
~lotsa technology stuff(Ipod or PDA)

oops I think its too much... though more are trying to force themselves out of my tiny but imaginative mind but I think these are enough already. haha its no good to be greedy. You'll oni end up with none. Well one more thing to add.